10.26.2008

nooo!!!

I have a feeling I'd be having a bad sem break. AGAIN.

Well, I never had a fun sem break. ever. in my life.

And we're all stocked up with homework! Ugh! And I have NO IDEA how to use Microsoft Publisher. So much for writing newsletters. I'm not interested at all.

Plus I am too lazy to go to the procession today! :

Great. Just. great.

10.25.2008

reco+brothersun08


































































Reco + BrotherSun pix :) memorable 3rd yr experiences. lol.










false pretenses

Haven't updated like forever! I think I didn't go online for about 2 weeks or something. But it wasn't because I had no net. I just didn't want to. In fact, I was also cut out from television - which is really something I can't avoid. The TV got broken! Argh!! But anyways, I'm not using my new Tablet PC [woohoo!! tablet! yeah!] and it's superrrr awesome to the maxx! You can draw on it, watch DVDs, download ANYTHING at a fast rate [2.1GB Ram + 250GB] so life is fine with this awesome laptop. Now with Wi-Fi. :D

Anyhow, this year's Reco really opened my eyes to lots of realities in life. And it made me realize that I have people who are really there when I need them anytime. And the sharings are super fun! I got to know unusual people and people i don't talk to much. Actually I'm too touched - I got like, 7 strips of paper at the last activity, and from really unexpected people so I cried. Hah. Corny ko talaga. I guess nobody knows how ultimately weak I get. Not only that, but the best parts were the times I spent with Nix, and Da & Ra, also Nikki & Shanee in our roomhopping escapades. Nyahahaha :) But I think the best parts were the class sharings. I knew more about people and their outlooks on life. Very...deep.

Actually there was something very vague that I felt during the Reco - was I unexpectedly falling for someone?

Wow, everybody gets intrigued.

HAHA. As if true yun. Buti nga hindi. I think I was just testing myself. My control over thoughts and what my heart speaks.

But seriously. I just thought of it. It's now officially gone and it will be for good. :D

I won't even say a word about it ANYMORE.

Anyways, so much for the commotion, it was fun during Reco in the eating sessions. Haha. Wala. Sira muna yung diet ko for over 2-3 days because of that. The food was yummy and it made our stomachs happy:) Parang healthy pa nga yung mga sineserve nila eh. HAHAHA. Anyways, overall it was a blast.

Lalo na yung vanity session ng 3E. Sobra kaming vain kapag sinama-sama. As in. That was prolly the best part.

And of course I love our class shirt. Designed by yours truly. lol x) Sana nagustuhan naman nila yung outcome :)

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Anyway so much for Reco. The day after that was more fun sa Brother Sun, Sister Moon. Ang cuuuuuutttttteeeeeeeeeeeee ni Andrea!! :D kakatuwa siya. I used to hate kids but after taking care of her everything changed. haha. And ang small world talaga. Basta. Nakasulat pa nga yun sa card na binigay na sakin eh. Wahaha. Plus, after the activity, more vanity sessions with F4L. Haha. I miss them! Can't wait on Wednesdayyyy!! ACE na! Finally after months of planning. + TriNoMa weee!! xD

Wala. Hyper much?

Actually if you'd want to ask how my life is going right now the only thing I can say is:

CRAZY.

Will post more updates soon. :))

It's Sem Break! And we are loaded with HWs. Gosh. Sem Break pa ba yun?

xoxo.

10.14.2008

stressed out

Tomorrow's Day 3 of über stress & fatigue. And my goodness it's Chinese test tomorrow. I haven't tested the vocabulary words. I am so sick of it! Right now I feel like I want to do absolutely nothing - be a couch potato or something. But with the fast pace of life and the world today [especially in my world, now that its PT Week - meaning, Judgment week] I doubt I could just hang around and do nothing. Maybe an hour a day. Only. That's the max.

I am super sleepy! And I am 100% [at the moment] lifeless. Overfatigue from doing the term paper last night - 4 hours staring at the PC and typing nonsensical statements about a play I am not interested in at all - what more damage could be done?

And time is so fast it's already October! Then it's going to be November, December, January...and it's all going to begin again.

This life cycle is really killing my nerves. I mean it.

10.06.2008

listen to the thunder

I am [at the moment] happy. So I hope I won't be breaking my happy bubble for the rest of the week. - which will be impossible.

All my panic in MAPEH is over. And all the hardwork - the countless nights I practiced to make my playing perfect has paid off - I'm super super super out-of-this-world happy when she said, "Very good!" Aaaaaaahhhhhhh! [hyperness]

But going back to reality, I have so much stuff to ponder about. English Program. And the upcoming PTs. And Trigo! I have no idea what my score in the last quiz was. If I fail there, I'd bid farewell to honor roll. Aww. But I have no choice - I'm pretty much busy with schoolwork and other stuffs. And our Reco! So I was really pissed [as in over pa sa pissed] 'cause I don't want to miss the English Program! So my mom might talk to the Campus Ministry about it [heehee :)]. But IMO [in my opinion] I'm going to let it happen. As in whatever happens, I just have to accept the bittersweet truth. Tsk. Tsk.

Oh, yeah. I have this weird thought that I heard once in the radio [wow, radio - so oldfashioned! haha!] - do you MAKE things happen? or LET things happen?

Hmm...such a question to think about...

Well for me it's sort of LET things happen. So I always do my best in everything, work hard for it, and whatever is the outcome I tend to accept it as well. No doubt.

So if fate doesn't let me watch the English Program and asks me to hang out with my class and spend quality time with God, then so be it. I can't change the way things happen, right? [well yeah cause it's unchangeable]

:)

Life takes it turns. Let's just ride with it.

PS Optimistic mood. But I should actually be in BIG panic mode. Hahaha.

Things to do [as of now]:• Burn Pokemon CD - my brother's party [I don't know whether to be happy or not since it's PTs] is this Sat! [yes, and on Mon is CHEM! UGH.]• Buy stuff for the Eng Prog• Read Macbeth [my goodness. I'm still in Act III Scene ONE!!!]• Macbeth term paper [next wednesday]• Study hard for the PTs [wish me luck! It's judgment week!]

I cannot wait for the Sem Break! [Ace Water Spa! Woohooooo!!!!!]

xoxo.♥

listen to the thunder

10.04.2008

victoria~

Panic mode: I am very, very busy - AGAIN!

Yesterday I got a text message from Ms. Arbonida that I'M the one in charge of the English Program [WAHHHH!!!!!!!!] and the designer of all the venues: Audi, AVR, Science Center!

I am never going to rest, am I?

And it's going to be inspired by the Victorian era. I don't think I hate that part. I just researched on some Victorian architecture and they were really nice. There were psychedelic works! Hahaha! But anyways, I'm really scared since I'm really a bad craftworker. I can only do it in paper.

And PTs are up! How can I do both?

And one more concern : EVERYBODY is going to see it. The WHOLE HS student body. Well, except 3E!!! UGH!!!! Tas our logo will be the backdrop! AND I'M NOT THERE TO WITNESS IT!!!!!!!!

:((

How could things get any worse?

I don't even have time to cope with life's fast pace! Sort of a good thing. I hate how my life is going through. I am always tired every day, like I go to school but my energy level is already negative. Hay. Thank goodness there's no school today - no point. I still have to do the design proposals by today. There's Comp PT, And Music PT! Panic panic! And Chem! And everything else!

Fun is over. Really over. Shop til you drop period is over [last Wednesday. SUPER spree.]

Aww :(