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So it's a few days until Christmas.
It's just unusual how this year's about to end.

Hmm. Our Xmas break has begun today, but I still need to head to school later for our Sportsfest.
Go Seniors!

RTFTW:

• We lost. It's just that I feel like when I join something I never win. Nevertheless, our voices weren't loud, I did my best in projection, but apparently some did not. I think they said we even placed 4th. Either way, luckily I got out of my depression state yesterday in the afternoon LOL-ing at our shooting for the Jose Rizal movie thing. From the beat boxing (c/o Charm) to the funny incidents and stories plus gift opening with Nix, I've recovered much :)
• I got a total of 5 notebooks! Wow. And I got a lot of necklaces. my jewelry box is like, full. xD
• Excited to shop & have a mini photo shoot w/ Nix on Saturday, Dec. 19 :) Woot. Maybe, just maybe, I may finally have a post for lookbook :) LOL.
  
• I'm still undecided whether to spend my savings on those flat boots from Zara, or the band vest still from Zara or to buy mary janes, a beanie, lace tights and tops instead of the above mentioned Zara items. Aaaaaah.
• I want a Canon Powershot for graduation! xD
• I think I'm too materialistic. It's just that I wanna look good in Dubai xD
• and for all the days of my life xD
• Anyways, it's Xmas Break! WOOT.
• You're so useless.

MY CLOSET
I just bought super lots of stuff since the end of November until now.

• Topshop Dark Vio Cardigan
• The Ramp suede violet booties
  
• MNG Xbody bag
• BAYO red sailor-ish dress
• Giordano full-length semi-glossy leggings
  
• St. James Bazaar sequined ponytail
• St. James Bazaar vintage heart necklace
• St. James Bazaar violet wavy headband
• 168 Mall Harajuku Lovers bag
• 168 Mall grey & black striped knee high socks
• 168 Mall gold wired star necklace
• 168 Mall Eiffel Tower clock necklace
• WTC Bazaar fake Ray-Ban clear lens wayfarers
• WTC Bazaar grey braided headband (I love this!)
  

MY DRAWER
Stuff I bought that are not pieces of clothing xD

• Teen Vogue December/January
• St. James Bazaar scrapbook paper
• WTC Bazaar mail box coin bank (super vintage. super legit!)

THANKYOU
I opened some gifts the past few days. 2 left under the tree. HAHA. Sorry, I'm kind of..old already so my siblings have more gifts than me xD

• Silver detailed bangle from Jean
• Anna Pashmina gold crumpled wristbag from godparents
• Golla case from godparents
• Crabtree & Evelyn Jojoba Oil Soap from godparents
• Elle B/W bag from godparents

THANKYOUFRIENDS
I got 5 notebooks FTW!

• Scribe Plain Notebook from Sarah (my next journal woot!)
• Personalized Spiral Paisley Notebook from Ellie (superrrr cool \m/)
• Eiffel Tower organizer (FUNctional xD) from Jenyap (thankssss)
• Moleskine mini autumn red color (set of 3) from Charmosaur (exchange gift TYVM!)
• Moleskine baby aqua blue (set of 2) from GeGe (super cute)
• Eiffel Tower necklace from Yunini (aaaaah!)
• Heart & guitar necklace from Joyce :)
• Chef Tony Popcorn from Joca (lolness)
• Cute socks, cell charm, cute pen & bracelet from Nix
• Super cute alien cell charm from Tin
• Squishy sort of thing from Alvin
• Cell charm from Mang Jani
• Starbucks necklace from Jenyap (Kris Kringle)
• Cake towel from Lynn (Kris Kringle)
  

I forgot the others xDDD But thanks!

I still have a lot of things to accomplish this Xmas Break.

Off to do my list!
xo

It's really a fact that I love making lists. xD

New perspective

I can say that the littlest of things can alter an entirety of myself.
Not for bragging purposes, but I'm glad my hard work paid off. Finally.

It's a different Sunday for me today, opening the laptop at 7 in the morning. What happened to me lol. Anyways, I'm hoping I get a lot of shopping bags today >:) I'm paying half of it tho ;D

Nope. Nothing to write.

Playlist:

• Careful - Paramore
• Turn It Off - Paramore
• Where The Lines Overlap - Paramore
• Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore
• New Perspective - Panic at the Disco
• Drop Out (The So Unknown) - Jack's Mannequin
• The End Where I Begin - The Script
• All At Once - The Fray
• Pasko Na - Bukas Palad
• Fireflies - Owl City
• The Bird & The Worm - Owl City
• The Saltwater Room - Owl City
• Tip of the Iceberg - Owl City
• Cave In - Owl City

To see nothing in the light.

I have not updated both my Gazette & this blog. Is that bad?

Despite the fact that I do want to update my life and make it memorable 24/7, if I am lazy, I AM lazy. I'll deal with it.

On the brighter side, I've been enjoying these past few days (: Even if I thought wrong.

I wasn't ecstatic I got honor, but I wasn't sad either, so that's good. Okay. Fine. I'm glad I did get in the list. If I didn't, I'd ditched Third Qtr. Promise.

Anyways, other things that have occurred this week:

• Choir Practice - I'm no singer, but I can sing, that's for sure. Batch choir for Xmas Chorale Contest. I've got my fingers crossed! People there are interesting I guess. Even if, well, I don't want to see some of them. They're okay. I don't hate practices all of a sudden anymore :)
• Batch Play Auditions. Considering I was the #3 I was one of the firsts to perform. I'm crossing my fingers!
• Card Distri Day. The day when I was shocked to know I got in. I'm happy I suppose :)
• Oh, I bought a dress awhile ago. WOOT for that! From BAYO. a red one. awesomeness \m/ Can't wait to post looks on lookbook.nu when I find the perfect shoes for it!

Well. Random.

Oh, yeah, the other day I tried not eating after 6. And my stomach erupted. I dreamt of someone before I woke up with a squealing stomach. What a weird dream T___T

I'm off now (:

Don't get shocked if I will keep writing about fashion stuff and random thoughts about it. I've been sketching once again, I love it! Might study fashion after college.

xo!

I am not myself

There's something about this layout that doesn't convince me or persuade me to write an entry here. Which is...weird.

Certain times in my life I've felt this. Like some kind of demon enters through me, and despite all the productivity I've had so far, my head hurts, my mind wanders, I get some kind of weirdo memory loss and I turn berzerk and later on, I don't get to study well.

I am done w/ Chinese & Math, though. But I need to brush up on Chinese.
I still have Physics, and the Don Quixote script + puppet drawing.

Talk about my life.

I really don't like to be the leader for the nth time! I am sick of it. But what the heck can I do. Oh well. Maybe it's a way of saying I need to work my butt off since I've been emoting for the past few days like hell- as you've noticed, reading the entries below.

Luckily I got ahold of myself, I hope. I'm currently telling myself to hang by the moment and not fast forward too much. As much as I'm pretty ecstatic to watch New Moon, go Xmas shopping for C, L & B (cardigans, leggings, boots & other items!) , celebrate Christmas, post on LOOKBOOK and turn 17, I still need to know that there is such thing called SCHOOL.

And all the drama that goes with it. It's one hell of a ride by all means. New seating arrangements have been done, tomorrow's the beginning! I will miss my seatmates :( And all the randomness. On the bright side, I've been placed in the middle row, 2nd seat! YAY. I know I should groan, but if I want to be productive, I need to sit there.

So that's all for all the info. I have yet to do other things. Gah.

Oh yeah I have a playlist now. New one! It's a mix of pop rock & electric.

• Fireflies - Owl City
• The Bird and The Worm - Owl City
• Turn It Off - Paramore
• Meet Me On The Equinox - Death Cab for Cutie
• Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore
• Where The Lines Overlap - Paramore

Just those. lol.
See ya!

8 days till New Moon.
42 days till Xmas.
62 days till I'm seventeen.
(:

Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

What I want for [YuletideSeventeen]
Cool. New "term" - Yuletide (Xmas) Seventeen (bday) \m/
It's so ironic I like using \m/ lol. I'll get over it soon :]

What I want for [YuletideSeventeen]
CLOTHING EDITION

• Suede Booties
• Topshop dark vio cardigan
• Body bag ('cause my Zara one faded out)
• Minidress (lots of weddings next year. 5 i think.)
• Nerdy glasses (4B nerd theme please!)
• P O L A R O I D
• In short, I'd love to have a shopping spree :]

PERSONAL EDITION

• 2nd honor
• Closure w/ people
• Spend time w/ D A S 'cause I've been missing them!
• Have a fun Xmas.
• I would actually love to go to HK.
• Be more open to things and accept life.

Notes to self + Goals this Xmas

• Avoid buying graphic tees. I have too much.
  
• Buy more blouses, and shoes, and as always, hoping for the cardigan Y_Y
• Never think to myself that I suck. (@charm_next_door)
• Post looks on lookbook.nu starting next year, hopefully I'll have an updated closet
• Enjoy every second of 2009 before it's gone

I am blank. Haha.
To be updated

Patience is a virtue

13 + 48 + 67 days!
New Moon. Xmas. Seventeenth.

I can't wait 'till the Eighteenth!

Moving along, I'm in the present now, regardless of all those future things I am not sure will happen. gah creepy x___x

Anyways, as if I live a good life! I'm practically drowned in my own thoughts, locked in my own world, trying to escape from things I dislike the most. Which is very, very psycho of me. Like I don't know myself or who I am or to what is my extent in life.

I need a psychological analysis on my life.
Or I may be psychotic in afew