5.31.2008

Midnight Sun Preview

Wow I just read Edward's point of view on Bella on the "draft" Chapter 1 of Midnight Sun.

Awesome. It has less conversations though. Bella's Twilight was better off, but it was nice knowing what Edward had in his head the minute he saw Bella and being disappointed he couldn't really hear what she was thinking. Only her. Whoa. And I can't believe he wanted to kill Bella in Biology! :O Good thing he resisted. But he was a terrible vampire. Nontheless, he's never smelled something like Bella's before. It was tempting for a vampire like him. Here's a thought : How come Alice, Rosalie, Emmett & Jasper aren't as tempted as he was???

Oh well. What a intriguing first chapter. You can see the link in Stephenie Meyer's website in PDF file.

Fate.

Is there such thing?
If everything was possible to happen I would want that to happen.

Anyways, I'll update you people with my pesonal stuff, I should stop muttering too much about my Twilight addiction. I don't know, it's just that it's a great book and the "love" is like, endless of some sort! And magical! Besides, not only humans fall in love - even vampires. How's that? :)

Um, awhile ago the recital was so boring - seriously I mean it. But whatever. My performance was so-so. I don't plan to pursue a career involving guitars & music. I'm not talented enough to write nice songs.

Okay, so there was this "band" that performed. Oh my goodness they performed Six Feet Under The Stars by All Time Low! I love that song. And Oh my gad the guys are so good-looking X) We weren't boyhunting we were just looking! Haha! My cousin even started it [to think she is taken *ahem*] kasi the one in the drums [for me] looked like Max Thieriot [young actor] and good-looking! Maybe because of the hair :O Weird part his name was the same as someone I know. Which is so confidential AND coincidincal. The other one was Jean's type [ai-yaa!!] because his smile struck everyone like grabe. Haha. Hahaha talk about insanity. Even my mom was agrreing with what we said. X)

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I remember the other day Daph was like telling me, "Sana ikaw na lang si Bella!" like in real life. yeah I wish I was so I could find someone destined for me [like is there such thing as destiny?] except, I don't want a vampire X) X) Bwahahaha. Whatever. Someday I'll find out who that'll be.

Pretty weird, I practically dont prefer talking about "love" 'cause I'm out of it anyways. Glad to be out. But I could still be in - that would mean I'd take another risk. And another experience somehow. Nah. Too hopeless. Hahaha. And I'm such a hopeless romantic I could watch Hana Kimi all day X) or some love story. Whatever.

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Since the title is "Fate" I just had a recent thought: before I really wanted to practice Tarot Card Interpretation XD

I remember the KOKOLOGY days :) And Nicole brought that Tarot card set. Haha :D

See ya. All hail Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn! ♥

I want to read Midnight Sun! Is it out na? I'd love to read Edward's thoughts on Bella.

Twilight [movie] photos :D

Yay I found some nice ones from http://www.flickr.com/ :)



Just some boredom. And I wanted to show some of the nice scenes! :] They really have good chemistry even if he's a vampire. X3



P.S. Waiting for my Eclipse hardcover [ordered online - so desperate]





- Teaser trailer part when Bella asks how old Edward is -







- One of my fave parts! When Edward saved Bella supernaturally -








- In the meadow... aww... [instead of going to Seattle haha]











- Edward's Volvo! Haha so awesome [he's rich kasi]









- Alice Cullen : my favorite character [she's a big help in New Moon 'cause she helped Edward & bella get back together]

- A romantic [somehwat] scene in Twilight. Still in the meadow - well, everyone likes that part of the book anyway.

...And the lion fell in love with the lamb.

Bella: What a stupid lamb.

Edward: What a masochistic lion X)

JAMES! :O Edward killing James [for Bella, aww] and that part was really creepy it's like you're in it na :O :O

ECLIPSE! :(

5.30.2008

"He was gone."

Caution: I might spoil about New Moon, so if you haven't read Twilight don't view this entry too much!

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I finished reading Twilight last...Monday? yep! And the next day, Tuesday, I was "hunting" for a copy of New Moon! Not really, though. Steffi didn't have her book; it was on rent. I was so "thirsty" for the second book, because the preview of New Moon left me hanging for interrogations. So we went to Promenade, GH. Oh wow a dose of Haagen-Dazs Chocolate Fondue was wonderful :)) Oh yeah :> We walked around & around...no New Moon in National Bookstore.

Fully Booked was my only hope.

And when Steffi asked, they say no more available. OMG I was so devastated.

Until...the saleslady said there was one LAST copy of New Moon which was coincidincally HARD BOUND.

THANK GOODNESS!! Actually someone reserved it but she was generous enough to sell it to me. Just what my friend Denise said, You snooze, you lose!

I had to get my 1000 peso bill out of my wallet with guilt because that was my own money! But I really decided I'd spend my savings for such an amazing book that blew me away totally. Although after we bought it I was so happy I kept hugging the book XD I even wrapped it myself! It cost me P649. Whew! 1 book bough, Two more to go! I mean, Three!

I asked my cousin to purchase Twilight for me in US. I think it costs $19.99 or somthing. HARD BOUND.

Hopefully after my recital when we go to Greenbelt tomorrow [wearing fancy formal outfits] I'll go to a bookstore and *hopefully* purchase Eclipse, still HARD BOUND.

4th book not yet on sale here I think: Breaking Dawn. The final installment of this vampire love insanity book ^^

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I started reading New Moon last Wednesday, on an effort to have myself be not spoiled by Steff 'cause she already read 3, and last Thursday as well. I finished just hours ago. Wow it was so bitin I badly wanted to read Eclipse!

At the first part there was this line that said : He was gone.
OMG when I read that it's as if I was imagining myself in the story. Grabe I felt so bad.
Edward left :O So the middle part was quite unentertaining, with Jacob spending time with Bella, I don't really like Jacob :l I like Edward!!! <3 for Bella!

They're like the new Romeo & Juliet. Grabe it was twist & turn. Awesome.

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Going back to reality, I'm SO HAPPY because my INSOMNIA is almost gone!

here's the scoop: After reading Twilight I was practically struck with it I couldn't sleep haha! When I woke in the middle of the night the first thought that came to mind was TWILIGHT! X))
Malamang I read 300 straight pages in one day :O And I'm kinda not a suspense fan so it was new for me. But if it was about romance mixed together, count me in. With my hopeless romantic thoughts I got too hooked to Twilight.

Oh and I got the trailer! Teaser trailer though. My friends & I kept on saying the lines in the teaser trailer XD it's in the book kasi eh.

"How old are you?"
"Seventeen."
"How long have you been seventeen?"
"... A while."

Oh and love the tagline:
WHEN YOU CAN LIVE FOREVER, WHAT DO YOU LIVE FOR?

"I'm not scared of you."
"You really shouldn't have said that."

:O :O I'm getting more & more insane by the minute.

Go to YouTube and type Twilight trailer and click the one with 00:59 time. Watch it!! :D

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All I'm waiting for now? Book 3! And OMFG the recital's tomorrow. Like I can play well. I suck at Hear You Me.

And August! Twilight book will hopefully be in my hands! I could wait for that, I still have to wait a freakin' half year to watch that book eventually come to life in january.

Later! :)

If you want more stuff about Twilight visit www.stepheniemeyer.com and click twilight.

Or visit

novel: www.twilightnovel.com
movie: www.twilightthemovie.com

♥ Twilight :)

5.27.2008

twilight the movie.


This will probably be the BEST movie I've ever seen.
It's showing here in PH on January 8, 2009. THAT MEANS, buy me a ticket to this movie and that would be the best gift for my 16th birthday. :D
♥!
*I'm psyched to buy New Moon tomorrow! Woohoo!!!

5.26.2008

depression

For once in my life I have never felt so sad yesterday. But the sarcasm is, I couldn't sleep last night [I was bothered by the vampire book lol] then I thought of my very tragic past, and my eyes shut in a deep sleep as quick as possible.

I'm really hoping I won't be encountering the same people this new schoolyear, those that were part of my past, those who ruined it, was a part of it. So far I have no idea yet, we'll see on June 10.

Still blankminded from art. Well it wouldn't be bad taking a break, would it? I need more inspiration and as of right now, the only thing I want to do other than attend guitar lessons is to read New Moon! Ai-ya. I read the 1st chapter which was in Twilight and wow it was so suspense! :O

Speaking of guitar, recital is on Saturday! :O I'm quite excited because I already prepared a very "not-me" outfit to wear. A shortdress I bought in Japan [it's cheap!] + stockings [yes, not leggings] & peep-toes. Trust me, I was never fashionable as that before.

I have nothing else to blog. Maybe, later, or tomorrow. See ya!

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two kinds of LOVE

I can't even describe a different emotion between what happened since last Thursday that I blogged here.
Two kinds of LOVE. I experienced one by watching a teenage Taiwanese drama series, and the other one by reading a very unusual love story novel.

P.S. I'm not a love doctor, trust me. I can't even cure my own love sickness X)
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1. Secret Love - Hana Kimi


Seriously speaking, I am NOT the type of person who actually watches Korean/Japanese drama series and stuff. Yup, I don't watch. But I really like Hana Kimi because I kept laughing the whole time I watched it, and it was really a romantic series, too. Many said that the ending was bitin, but I didn't think so at all because Rui Xi [the girl] doesn't really need to expose her identity when Quan already knows and they both like each other. I just finished this last Friday I think. Haha it's worth watching! :)

2. Forbidden Love - Twilight, by Stephenie Meyer

OH MY GOD.

When my best friend Steffi handed me this book I was pretty terrified with the cover :O Ironically speaking, I knew at once why there was an apple there. It's because as we always know, apple represents the idea of temptation. I know, so deep. I never knew how I interpreted that at all.

So here's the story: A girl named Bella Swan transfers from Phoenix to Forks, Washington [her parents are divorced] and surprisingly falls in love with a boy named Edward Cullen and doesn't realize he isn't human. Well, to spoil it off, he's a vampire. And they are madly in love with each other. :O So it's quite a roller coaster because there's this other vampire who desperately seeks Bella for her scent [of blood]. Actually that's also why Edward liked her, but in turn he always protected her.

It is the best book I have ever read my whole life, even better than Harry Potter!!! :O

And, just as what Steffi told me, Edward Cullen is so perfect. Well it says it all in the book. He is a vampire, kasi.

They will make that a movie! Starring Robert Pattinson...he's the Cedric Diggory in Harry Potter 4 , but they say he will look really good [malamang, in the story Edward's supposed to be perfect]. Showing in January. Wow I have to wait forever. :(

I hope I could read New Moon & Eclipse, Book 2 & 3.

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Now back to reality here. Anyways I really love Twilight and I couldn't stop reading last Saturday I read 300 pages straight. Grabe. [Duh, I'm sort of a hopeless romantic, so I truly loved it.]

I just got my class card today, and I'm going to be classmates with Nicole Alvin & Daphne. So far I know 3 of them palang. Yay I'm not alone :)

New entry coming up. ♥

5.23.2008

lack of inspiration

It was just yesterday that I knew why I couldn't draw at all. When I get a pen & paper it doesn't mean I have ideas or concepts, I still have to think deeply and grasp a thought that comes up at once. Well, usually when there's school I get more stuff to think of unlike summer 'cause during summer it's mostly the easy-way life for me, leading to the result that nothing "tragic" or rather depressing has occured. It's all fun & games that's why I always end up blank when I want to do something. Though I wish I could keep practicing, it just so happens my drawing tactics have decreased a bit, or I just need a break from this or I'll waste paper. Makes me feel sad :(

One and only thing that makes me strong as an individual is the way I portray my emotions through art, and that's the only thing that keeps me alive. I have friends, but it so happens when I'm not with them I feel so alone, especialy during summer. My cousins are all right, but there's a big difference between friends & relatives. My friends understand me more than the people I grew up with, because they also have their own lives and all. And I don't see them 24/7.

Anyways, my point is, maybe I was better doing art during school, because there is actually something that keeps me going and doing more, well it's probably because the real reason I went back to continue doing art was found in school. And besides, I read biographies of artists, and their paintings reflect their depression. But...it's kinda weird though, I don't see myself as depressed all the time, in fact, art makes me happy and releases my inner self. Maybe that's why the sadness goes away - it ends up finding itself expressed on a piece of drawing paper.

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*I still don't know my section! :(

5.21.2008

school blues

Ugh I can't believe in about weeks school is going to start. Waah! You don't know how much I hate school. The thing is, I'm really nervous on first days :( Especially if I'm not going to be classmates with my friends. Hmm...so far I know Nicole's in Sec. E & Sarah's A...yan lang...what could be mine??

I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE!

I will be alright if I'm classmate with either Kristin, Nicole & Joyce and of course my good friends who're there for me. Wah! Just don't leave me aloneeeeee :((

*feeling sad*

Haha!

P.S. Daph thanks sa chords :D

30 craaazy people

Ultimate boredom. Umm :D I got this from Daph. She forced me to do it! Haha kidding I had fun though :))


Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head in no particular order? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 30 people.

1. Jean
2. Teacher Star [guitar]
3. Lanz
4. Nicole
5. Joyce
6. Kristin
7. Daph
8. Alvin
9. Peter
10. Mathew
11. Patrick
12. Sarah
13. Arielle
14. Mom
15. Syoti :
16. Shobe
17. Ant
18. Achi Shobe
19. Caitlin
20. Ghia
21. Den
22. Steff
23. Maddi
24. Euge
25. Jan
26. Tiffanie C.
27. Queenie
28. Jayke
29. Erin
30. ______ someone.

THE QUESTIONS:

How did you meet 22? [Steff]
• next-door neighbors = ever since we were born!

What would you do if you had never met 6? [Kristin]
• I will feel bad :(

What would you do if 20 and 15 dated? [Syoti & Ghia]
• Pretty weird, but Ghia did say cute syoti ko! [obvious ba] XD

If you could marry 30? [____]
• Great...may question pala sa 30 :OI don't know...I don't think I will :(
*pa-emo effect* XD

Did you ever like 25? [Jan]
• yeah she's my cousin

Have you ever seen 4? [Nicole]
• yes on card distri day :D

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple? [Jean & Teacher Star]
• They're girls eh :O But they are pretty close.

Describe 8 [Alvin]
• WHen I knew him I didn't like him that much :O But he's really kind :D [bawi!]

When was the last time you talked to number 15? [Syoti]
• An hour ago

How do you think 1 feels about you? [Jean]
• a good friend & my cousin. my partner!!! XD

What language does 13 speak? [Arielle]
• Chi, Eng, Fil

Who is 2 going out with? [Teacher Star]
• I don't know! But she has a bf na haha.

What grade is 9 in? [Peter]
• Incoming 3rd Year

What is 10's favorite music? [Mathew]
• Oh That's easy. Anime & Jonas Brothers! [ako pasimuno sa Jonas Brothers XD]

Would you ever date 13? [Arielle]
• No that's pretty weird.

Is 4 single? [Nicole]
• Yup but not available ata XD

What is 7's last name? [Daph]
• Sze :D

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 3? [Lanz]
• Oh my god...no! Pinsan ko yan eh!

Where does 5 live? [Joyce]
• Manila

What do you think about 28? [Jayke]
• No comment. He's Jean's brother.

What is the best thing about 16? [Shobe]
• My Hannah Montana & Zoey 101 buddy hahaha :D :D

What would you like to tell 15 right now? [Syoti]
• It's because you got sick that's why I can't go to the mall!
SAMA ko tlga XD
Get well :)

How did you meet 20? [Ghia]
• In school, we were enemies before we were friends!

What is the best and worst thing about 2? [Teacher Star]
• Best thing, she's fun to talk to, we have almost same music type. No bad thing though :D

Are you going to know 3 forever? [Nix]
• I hope so :)

How long have you known 26? [Tiff]
• Since Grade 4

Who is 24? [Euge]
• Cousin.

Do you have a crush on 27? [Queenie]
• No! She's a girl noh

Would you kiss 11? [Patrick]
• No that's weird :O

Have you hugged/kissed 19? [Caitlin]
• Hug only. Haha!

Would you like to hug/kiss 21? [Den]
• Hug only hello!!!!

Is 20 your gf/bf? [Ghia]
• No! She's taken!! Haha joke

What do you hate about 23? [Maddi]
• Nothing naman haha

What's your relationship with 18? [Achi Shobe]
• Cousins

Have you ever felt a spark of love for 17? [Ant]
• Wahaha! NO! He's my cousin. Plus he already had a gf [he doesnt want to talk about it] haha si Ant XD XD

life in the "crazy" lane

It's just 8 in the morning! :O Well I had to open the PC early enough to convert the Hana Kimi episodes. My gad it takes me 7 hours per episode! Buti nalang I started dloding Episode 10-15. :

Anyways, I'm kind of glad to say I was able to bawi on my art dilemma. I drew this thing yesterdasy [a girl, looks chinese-y of some sort] but it's not deviantART material, so let's just see. Maybe it takes time. *Must experiment*

I still suck at chords! :(( I can play, but Hear You Me? The shifting is quite fast huhuhu :( I'm gonna perform 3 songs at the recital : I know so weird X) Actually my kaduet is supposed to be Jean but she didn't enroll again so it became a celebrity's daughter, but she couldn't practice at all so I ended up dueting 3 performances with my teacher haha XD

I was really bored yesterday so while I was staring at the PC I opened Notepad and wrote a song! Hahaha! It's kind of....all right. At least it's not Avril Lavigne inspired anymore. My old song "Broken" was inspired by Avril Lavigne. Not that it's abnormal, my teach said it's because I like Avril's songs I could derive my own version. But... I still hate Broken :D :D No chords yet. It's so hard because I don't know what my song sounds like.

Here's the song, please do not steal [begging! for strangers out there]

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This is based on a personal experience with a little mix-up of fictional stuff. And P.S. I got over it already, so there's nothing to be depressed about.

Gone
Written by: Abigail Sy

Staring at the bright blue sky
A single tear drops through my eye
I can feel a lot of emptiness
Showering through the sadness

I tried to run away from it
I tried to look from the other way
But all I see, everyday
Is something that I can't take away

CHORUS
Wherever you seem to be

I'll never remember the things you did to me
Those memories have kept me far
Far from where everything started
From the friendship we once had
To the love that kept us through
None of it matters anymore
'Cause you're now gone, gone
And I'll never know for sure where you are

Seeing you holding onto her
A mix of my emotions stir
I can feel you gone from me
Slowly walking through, I see

I tried to stay calm and free
I tried to face it all
But all I see, everyday

CHORUS

Sometimes I wonder day by day
Will the pieces ever fit?
All my thoughts of you have brought
Me back to yesterday
Yet whatever happens to become
I tell you, I'm moving on....

CHORUS

And I'll never know for sure...
'Cause now you're finally gone.


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Drop by my Cbox if you want to suggest any changes :D ANd tell me what you think!

P.S. I'm not a good songwriter AT ALL, so don't be too harsh on the critique :D Some critique may be fine :)

See ya!

5.19.2008

have i lost it?

wow. stuff are becoming very unusual lately. First I am really, really BLANK. Like when I get ahold of paper & pen, I couldn't draw...at all. What is wrong with me? Is it normal to have a break from art and then come back? Well that's what I did before, but...it seems pretty pointless. Thing is I keep doing the same art over & over again so it makes me think I only have a uniform style of art. Of course I want to try new stuff but it gets worse and worse. Maybe because I'm not used to it - not in my "comfort" zone so I end up quitting art for almost 2 weeks now. And it kills me! I want to but I can't. And I somehow think the reason for this is because I feel very alone this summer, unlike in school when people actually care and say their insights about my art, and it's much better that way 'cause you know where your flaws are. This summer I only have deviantART to tell me those and it's from not so close people pa, and I'm quite feeling the big P - pressure when I do art. I have to change that state of mind!!!

Last Friday was guitar lessons, again, and after that, as always, I have late sundo. I don't really get it X) LYRIC is just 3 minutes away from home [but walking is not a good idea ;)] and I get fetched 30 minutes late. Argh. Anyways I got to talk to my teacher and asked her some stuff on how to think of the right chords if ever I make a song. If ever!! Haha.

Oh, and I also watched AI Marathon. Here's a thought : I don't really like marathons : One time there was ANTM Marathon on Channel [V], trust me I was darn sick of it after watching over 6 straight episodes : Excepyt last Saturday though, slept over @ Jean's house we watched Hana Kimi [Taiwan] for 6 hours I think...or 5 :O I hatew it! I fell asleep kasi but it was nice. Haha! I never watched the start eh. Plus there's English subtitles XD Hahaha! Then we watcvhed 4 hours yesterday morning, and now, I'm looking for torrents so I could download & watch in my iPod :D

Anyways, I'm getting addicted but somehow I can still manage my addiction :D Unlike the Jonas Brothers last March. Weird thing is, whenever I see them I scream [?] I know, freaky :

I hope I could continue doing art and improving at it :(

5.14.2008

chords + songwriting

Awhile ago I had to wake up early for 10-11 guitar lessons. Well looking at the bright side I watched GG @ etc. Though I already watched those episodes :D

My teach taught me "Hear You Me" by JEM and it is a really awesome song :) I like the chords and I can play it well, just need a little speed in shifting. It's pretty difficult, but it'll be easy as time comes.

One of her students requested the chords of "SOS" by the JoBros and I'm like ohhhh. X) I even heard my teacher play it so I kinda had an idea how is it played. I'm a huge fan but I don't want to play SOS lol. Maybe "Please Be Mine" but I'll just search the chords myself. Anyways I asked about "keys" and that depends pala on the octave whatever. I'll browse the book over to look for more. I hope I could *probably* write a nice song before school starts and find the appropriate chords for it.

This may be really weird, but I was reading lots of biographies of young stars like Emily Osment and stuff and I was also watching YouTube - Ellen Degeneres Shows with guests like Jonas Brothers [duh! XD] Miley Cyrus Selena Gomez and stuff but before that I searched "HOW TO WRITE A SONG" lol. I don't know. Maybe I needed a little overview of the whole "songwriting" thing. :) It said that writing a song is like writing a story which is so true. I never really realized that. So I'm off to browse my journal [trust me, I get a lot of ideas from there] and my 2 old journals for mines of information & to conceptualize some things.

Speaking of conceptualizing last night I did this "doodle" thing for my "photoscrapDOODLEbook" which was so cool! It's not the psychedelic thing it's sort of cartoonish thing made up of many lines & swirls and lots of things in it. I referenced it from my fieldtrip07 drawing. And that'sa gonna be like, the "bus". You'll understand when I scan it and post here. I want to finish that book ASAP! :) It's really an infusion of my art & lots of memories. love it ♥

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I requested songs such as Collide, Tongue Tied & Breathe for chord teaching. Oh, also Falling Away which is unusually an OPM song but I really like that song.

Chords of Hear You Me:

Intro

E E B C#m A

Verse 1 2 3

E B C#m A

Chorus

E B A
E B A
E B F#m A
E B A

Bridge

C#m A
C#m A E

:)

Can't you feel it, we're falling into
The best that we just can't comprehend.
Don't you know that, some wounds just never heal?
-Falling Away, Miguel Escueta

5.13.2008

ouch!

Lately I've been designing clothes, and it's not like I will do this forever, lol. I've been designing outfits ever since I was in Grade 6, but I kinda gave up on it - I don't like sewing! But anyway it was just nice to do some designing. Taking a break from drawing. And it kinda reminds me of the life I used to have [it means, boredom] before I regained my drawing skills : Not a favorite part of my life. The thing is I'm tyoo terrified to try new things because people might not like it, but at the end of the day, who are you to judge? It's my work pa rin eh. Oh well.

Enough about the drawing. Last Saturday I needn't bring my art materials to Dagupan [grandparents house in Tondo] 'cause Jean went with us [I didn't get bored haha.] and it was kind of a hassle 'cause we wanted to order flowers [for Mothers Day, trust me I dont really do that I was just forced into it] and we had to find Yellow Pages haha! There wasn't any there so Jean had to text her special someone to look for it. Nyahaha >:) We found a decent one gad it cost me around P700! But the thing is I don't feel quite as guilty 'cause I split with my sister. Sunday came and I had to wake up 6 am urgh! I made breakfast and stuff. Haha.

Yesterday I also had to wake up early! Gad! I was forced [again] now to the gym and ouch my whole body hurts O__O So I told my mom I am never coming back again X) LOL. Kidding. I have early guitar lessons tomorrow [10-11 am, so I HAVE to wake up early AGAIN!] oh! which reminds me I have to practice after lunch 'cause later I think we are going out. [Finally! I am so bored watching tv] I didn't want to go buy school supplies haha. I wanted to but I changed my mind. Just reminds me of a heck of pressure I will have next year.

Speaking of pressure I asked my cousin if Chemistry Trigonometry & ... Geometry was hard and she was like I just have to listen in class hours. Whew. Well I'll have to see if I can handle listening at all X)

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This Saturday we are staying overnight at my best cousin's house! Or that's what I call it. X) Jean's 1 year apart from me but we do have some things in common. Plus she's usually [and only] the cousin I'm closest to. My other cousins are kinda bleh. And some of them, are really obnoxious [too harsh]...I mean, they are rude. Like last Sunday when we ate at Kimono Ken, all they did was grab the food in our area. Even the ice cream! Aya.

The ironic part is my father side relatives are going to Cebu, without us! Not that I want to go there [I already went before] it's just that they're so weird. One day they say, they won't go without us but they turn heads and plan to go without us! XD Whatever. I don't like their company anyways. My mom is going to a concert with her sisters so we're gonna stay at Jean's house for that. Good timing. Maybe we'll have HM marathon or something. She has almost all episodes on DVD. Haha.

We might go to Baguio [woohoo!] before school starts too. How awesome is that :))

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As much as I want all those events to happen it all sinks down to one thought: SCHOOL IS ALMOST OPEN!! AGAIN! Class cards will be received on May 19th. I just wonder who my classmates will be [praying it won't be bad people, or enemies, or whatever, and "pakialamera" people] :O And the worst part other than having to attend classes is that all of the past stuff I never thought about during summer tends to come back in a new form. [Ugh it sucks, yes.]

Anyways, I still have about 25+ days until school! And I haven't found a decent bag yet. My old bag broke X) due to too many books? I take home a lot of stuff kasi. Haha. Unfortunately I won't be designing my new bag. I would, if it was plain.

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I didn't do my background for this site yet! I found lots of cool doodlish brushes from http://redheadstock.deviantart.com and I'll finish the background sometime between this week & next week. Now I have to take a bath. Bye!

5.09.2008

ultimate boredom

It's so hot here!!!













I finished my Mothers' Day gift.
























Things left to do before shutting down PC:








  • Search for more brushes [to make the background]


  • Look for chords


  • Chillax! It's really really hot here. I think I need a blast of cold water. Badly!


  • Woops! Print the Mothers' Day gift, of course! XD






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Summer recap:







I just started this May, so I'll jot down a short summary of my oh-so-boring [well not really :)] summer:







March 8 onwards - Let me see, ah! Malling with my best friends; sleepover at my cousin's house; went to Japan for Holy Week; Card distribution.





++ I was totally addicted to the Jonas Brothers that if I had the chance, I would hop on a plane and watch their concert in U.S.






++ I dreamed about them. Yikes X) Too addicted. [Joe Jonas!!] Good thing I loosened up abit now.









♥ ♥ ♥


April 1-30 - Monday & Friday guitar lessons then after that we always went to the mall or something.







++ A very confidential entry in my journal about my, uhm, past.

May









• Trip to Bulacan



  • Mothers' Day


  • Recital


  • Gimik with Steff [she said we were gonna have fondue! Haha! woot!]


  • My sister's birthday


  • Results of the contest I joined *crossing fingers*






- already done ☼ - about to come









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Okay. gotta go!

Shoutout to dA people: Hey! Thanks for taking your time to visit my "new" blog X)

keeping busy

Wow I've searched BlogSkins.com for some templates and such, but [as always] it feels guilty to use layouts by other people. I think I will make a decent background. Maybe. I don't really have that "digital" creativity. Only traditional :) Sometimes I even degrade my artworks. As they say, the artist is the worst critique. One way or another, I may look at my work and say I'm proud of it, but really, my mind says, "I wish I could've done better. It's not enough." Gah. I'm so good at criticizing my own work x)

Let's see what magic will do to my background later. I have to do that Mothers' Day thingy! Good thing I just have to edit some baby pictures & stuff. I wanted to make a cookie cake [fancy, I know] but I don't have a mixer. Argh.

I'm waiting for Gossip Girl to load! But it's kind of long. Wanna watch? www.3flicks.com and click Gossip Girl :) I'm watching Ep 16. It's kinda freaky. Someone is gay @_@

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I went to school this morning and there were really few people [whew!] and it was really boring. I just watched my mom sign papers, buy books & get uniforms. Truth is I am really not excited for school. Everybody's been having advance lessons in Math & Chemistry and I feel like, Am I gonna fail? I don't want to fail! :( I just want to see my classmates again. Well, some of them. :D

I'll just get myself busy here. Might as well plug this blog in my deviantART site. Well except I have to block a few people who'd "spy" on my blog. Creepy. But I've never been spied before good thing. 'Cause my blog's public anyways.

Off to Photoshop!

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I'm pretty much blank with concepts for a new artwork. UGH!! >:( Awhile ago I did some random fashion designing, I miss doing it :) But, I don't really like doing it. I'm no longer a "big fan" of fashion, but of course I still know how to dress appropriately. So yeah.

I will search for chords of Collide by Howie Day & Tongue Tied by Faber Drive.
And I forgot that my chords for Tomorrow was borrowed by my teacher. And I'm a jerk to realize I forgot what the chords were. I just memorize the position. Ai-ya. X((

:)

5.08.2008

touch-ups

I added some stuff and edited a bit. Maybe I'll do a background tomorrow, 'cause I'm going to do my gift for Mothers' Day. Yes, in Photoshop. lol.

I posted my favorite artworks in the left column, you can view more at http://behindeverything.deviantart.com :) I'm still new at this Blogger thing, and I never lasted 9 posts when I had my first Blogger XD Hopefully I'll have a lot of entries posted here 'til...I don't know. :D Maybe I'll update more when school starts. Which reminds me, NOOOOOOO!!! Classes start on June 10th. I am really not looking forward at all - I didn't get any advance lessons, and everyone says Math & Chemistry are difficult! What the hell will I do :( And maybe I won't get honor anymore...not that I have to, it just makes me happy :D Nooooo.

Anyways I'm going to practice guitar [I think.] 'cause I kind of hate the way I strum, it's kind of sabog. Ugh. My teacher's so good eh! I'll post the chords tomorrow. I forgot eh! XD

The song is Tomorrow by Avril Lavigne. You might wanna hear it, it's not the usual Avril Lavigne punkish rock feel. :]

Also not looking forward to performing at the recital. I might freeze. alone. :O

'Til then. :)

newbie!

I just read this Love Story thingy my friend sent me. Well it's kind of a good timing. I'm pretty much bored today :D And there's nothing to do. It's shocking :O And very sweet.

http://www.romancequote.com/WhatIDidForLove.htm

It has like, 36 parts! I think I read it for an hour or so.

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New BLOG! Haha. I wasn't contented with my old one. And my username was really cliche and inappropriate. The good thing about Blogger is I get to change it occassionally! :]

Okay I got to do some template changing. Fun! I must say but it will be tough & tiring. :D

Ciao!