renewing myself

I have not written for a whole month. AS IN.
I have not checked anyone's blog for a month.
My goodness.

And a lot has changed. Well, in me, I guess. More study-focused and stuff. But my laziness still overpowers it. Haha. Can't wait to watch Twilight tomorrow! But I heard a lot of people saying it's not nice daw. Hmm. I don't know. I'll do the judging tomorrow after watching. Besides, the album's pretty awesome. I like the other songs even if they are "ghost-like" and sort of indie-ish emo rock whatevers. Hahaha.

I don't think anything by far interesting as much has happened right after sembreak. Although I can say I'm quite optimistic now. And I try really hard to control my impatient temper over people I sort of lament on. :D So much for my evilness. I can probably get rid of it by the end of the year.

Hmm...things are somehow fine in a way. Except I really hate the fact that I take too much time spending it on school. Ironically it's an advantage 'cause I won't be harding much of a hard time studying the PTs since I listen to class like for the WHOLE DAY [P.S. even Huawon!] well except AP. *Ahem* I am super sleepy during AP class. As in sleepy talaga. hahaha. So far my grades are stable, except, not sure about my Trigo grades :O Yan lang.

My emotional breakdowns have been gone for about a week and a half now. And I don't expect it to ever come back. *sigh* I hate that vulnerable part of me. And actually as coincidincally as it sounds, my second name actually means "lame" and I looked it up on the dictionary and of course, lame means pilay or not being able to walk but the other definition is actually "weak" which, I really am. So I need to overcome my weakness! Hmm...things are started to get crazy...like a maze of some sort. One day it's this and suddenly the next day it's a whole different aura. I don't even know what's going to happen with my life. But, of course I shouldn't be tinking of it that way. Hopefully the efforts I've put into the things I have been doing will be rewarded someday.

And in my last entry about the "art" thing...let's just say I'm not in creative mood. And I have absolutely no time to draw. I keep cooking eh! Yeah I'm kind of getting a break from studying 'cause sometimes I cook dinner - voluntarily. Haha. So much for my addiction of watching cooking shows. Besides, it's fun. If you get used to it. Haha. But I'm not really leaving art behind. That's always been in me ever since so yeah. Still there. Just, hiding :D lol.

Just some updates.

It's Huawen time.
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P.S.

hello people at my cbox. daph - no teasing. just be friendly x)
i have no idea what is up with you guys already.
hopefully i'll read ur blogs and comment and stuff :)
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who is stalkker....? hello. i have no idea where you got my link.
creepy.
it reminds me of my absclaudine days with -_-, deep, who was that?
ugh they were so confusing.

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Gone for now~