New perspective

I can say that the littlest of things can alter an entirety of myself.
Not for bragging purposes, but I'm glad my hard work paid off. Finally.

It's a different Sunday for me today, opening the laptop at 7 in the morning. What happened to me lol. Anyways, I'm hoping I get a lot of shopping bags today >:) I'm paying half of it tho ;D

Nope. Nothing to write.

Playlist:

• Careful - Paramore
• Turn It Off - Paramore
• Where The Lines Overlap - Paramore
• Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore
• New Perspective - Panic at the Disco
• Drop Out (The So Unknown) - Jack's Mannequin
• The End Where I Begin - The Script
• All At Once - The Fray
• Pasko Na - Bukas Palad
• Fireflies - Owl City
• The Bird & The Worm - Owl City
• The Saltwater Room - Owl City
• Tip of the Iceberg - Owl City
• Cave In - Owl City

To see nothing in the light.

I have not updated both my Gazette & this blog. Is that bad?

Despite the fact that I do want to update my life and make it memorable 24/7, if I am lazy, I AM lazy. I'll deal with it.

On the brighter side, I've been enjoying these past few days (: Even if I thought wrong.

I wasn't ecstatic I got honor, but I wasn't sad either, so that's good. Okay. Fine. I'm glad I did get in the list. If I didn't, I'd ditched Third Qtr. Promise.

Anyways, other things that have occurred this week:

• Choir Practice - I'm no singer, but I can sing, that's for sure. Batch choir for Xmas Chorale Contest. I've got my fingers crossed! People there are interesting I guess. Even if, well, I don't want to see some of them. They're okay. I don't hate practices all of a sudden anymore :)
• Batch Play Auditions. Considering I was the #3 I was one of the firsts to perform. I'm crossing my fingers!
• Card Distri Day. The day when I was shocked to know I got in. I'm happy I suppose :)
• Oh, I bought a dress awhile ago. WOOT for that! From BAYO. a red one. awesomeness \m/ Can't wait to post looks on lookbook.nu when I find the perfect shoes for it!

Well. Random.

Oh, yeah, the other day I tried not eating after 6. And my stomach erupted. I dreamt of someone before I woke up with a squealing stomach. What a weird dream T___T

I'm off now (:

Don't get shocked if I will keep writing about fashion stuff and random thoughts about it. I've been sketching once again, I love it! Might study fashion after college.

xo!

I am not myself

There's something about this layout that doesn't convince me or persuade me to write an entry here. Which is...weird.

Certain times in my life I've felt this. Like some kind of demon enters through me, and despite all the productivity I've had so far, my head hurts, my mind wanders, I get some kind of weirdo memory loss and I turn berzerk and later on, I don't get to study well.

I am done w/ Chinese & Math, though. But I need to brush up on Chinese.
I still have Physics, and the Don Quixote script + puppet drawing.

Talk about my life.

I really don't like to be the leader for the nth time! I am sick of it. But what the heck can I do. Oh well. Maybe it's a way of saying I need to work my butt off since I've been emoting for the past few days like hell- as you've noticed, reading the entries below.

Luckily I got ahold of myself, I hope. I'm currently telling myself to hang by the moment and not fast forward too much. As much as I'm pretty ecstatic to watch New Moon, go Xmas shopping for C, L & B (cardigans, leggings, boots & other items!) , celebrate Christmas, post on LOOKBOOK and turn 17, I still need to know that there is such thing called SCHOOL.

And all the drama that goes with it. It's one hell of a ride by all means. New seating arrangements have been done, tomorrow's the beginning! I will miss my seatmates :( And all the randomness. On the bright side, I've been placed in the middle row, 2nd seat! YAY. I know I should groan, but if I want to be productive, I need to sit there.

So that's all for all the info. I have yet to do other things. Gah.

Oh yeah I have a playlist now. New one! It's a mix of pop rock & electric.

• Fireflies - Owl City
• The Bird and The Worm - Owl City
• Turn It Off - Paramore
• Meet Me On The Equinox - Death Cab for Cutie
• Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore
• Where The Lines Overlap - Paramore

Just those. lol.
See ya!

8 days till New Moon.
42 days till Xmas.
62 days till I'm seventeen.
(:

Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

What I want for [YuletideSeventeen]
Cool. New "term" - Yuletide (Xmas) Seventeen (bday) \m/
It's so ironic I like using \m/ lol. I'll get over it soon :]

What I want for [YuletideSeventeen]
CLOTHING EDITION

• Suede Booties
• Topshop dark vio cardigan
• Body bag ('cause my Zara one faded out)
• Minidress (lots of weddings next year. 5 i think.)
• Nerdy glasses (4B nerd theme please!)
• P O L A R O I D
• In short, I'd love to have a shopping spree :]

PERSONAL EDITION

• 2nd honor
• Closure w/ people
• Spend time w/ D A S 'cause I've been missing them!
• Have a fun Xmas.
• I would actually love to go to HK.
• Be more open to things and accept life.

Notes to self + Goals this Xmas

• Avoid buying graphic tees. I have too much.
  
• Buy more blouses, and shoes, and as always, hoping for the cardigan Y_Y
• Never think to myself that I suck. (@charm_next_door)
• Post looks on lookbook.nu starting next year, hopefully I'll have an updated closet
• Enjoy every second of 2009 before it's gone

I am blank. Haha.
To be updated

Patience is a virtue

13 + 48 + 67 days!
New Moon. Xmas. Seventeenth.

I can't wait 'till the Eighteenth!

Moving along, I'm in the present now, regardless of all those future things I am not sure will happen. gah creepy x___x

Anyways, as if I live a good life! I'm practically drowned in my own thoughts, locked in my own world, trying to escape from things I dislike the most. Which is very, very psycho of me. Like I don't know myself or who I am or to what is my extent in life.

I need a psychological analysis on my life.
Or I may be psychotic in afew

Things I've accomplished

• Win a contest outside school, I don't care what & how much I will win.
• Visit a Papemelroti store, and admire the quotes, drawings & paper products.
• Get my cousin to buy a Wacom Penable Tablet PC Pen in amazon.com or wacom.com from the US of A and give it to us when he gets back.
• Watch UP in theaters August 26.
• Make friends with new people 'cause time is just short.
• Spend a day with my best friends F4L and shop & have a meal together and talk about the randomness of life :)
• Get tons of Green Tea bags in the grocery and have an infinite supply of tea > I drink tea EVERY DAY. So much for being a health buff xD
• Learn to overcome my shyness in school ('cause I'm only "wild" when I'm with my circle of friends)

the bittersweet life

My mood right now is sort of up and down.
I am so weird ;DD

Prepare for a random entry today.

I would like to procrastinate right now.
15 days until New Moon!
50 days until Xmas!
69 days until I'm seventeen!

One thing I wish for this Xmas would be that I'd celebrate it with joy and happiness (: Despite the presents. I still want my cardigan-minidress-boots outfit though. xD

Oh, right! I am so dead. I pinky swore w/ my siblings that I'd join them in opening the gifts exactly on the evening of the 24th. lawl x)

I feel good listening to Owl City. I guess?

Last night I gorged on some Parmesan pop corn from Chef Tony's :> I hadn't eaten any merienda since I stayed for the choir thingy. Which was weird. Unfortunately I'm on a low cholesterol diet (I need it) but fortunately it IS low in cholesterol and I am learning to eat healthier again! Yay.

Record: haven't eaten chocolates, eggs, and any fried food for...3 days. What the :))

It was hard writing his letter last night. I had nothing decent to write. As in blank.

Speaking of last night, my aunt gave me a notebook she bought from Shanghai. Not the best and most legit quality, but, I like.

I would want to collect notebooks from all over the world :]

And I'm stoked to use the TeNeues planner next year!

I'm excited to turn seventeen!

I don't even feel sixteen now. I feel like...I should be older (I really think a lot. maturely T_T)

I miss summer despite the boredom.

Sometimes I have awful suicidal attempts. Horrible, I know.

Oh! I better check my T I WANT TO DO that I listed down months ago. Will see if I finished some already.

:)

I've never been so random in my life.